I Am The Problem

[Verse 1]

I got so much anger and

I don't know what to do with it

Cutie like Topanga and

I know he wants to ruin it

Shit-eating grin yeah

He knows that I'm full of it

I want him to hurt me

He likes how I'm using him

Self-hate as a form of self-obsession

Self-harm as a form of self-expression

Sex object yes I am a lethal weapon

C'mon baby touch it

But don't you catch a possession

Get me in the foreground that's my foreplay

Want all the attention 'til he's standing in my doorway

I can't keep a lover or a friend or a tour date

Ruin everything I think fucking up is my forte

(Ladies and gentlemen, the one, the only...)

[Chorus]

I am the problem

Walk in the room like

I am the problem

What do you call it?

I am the-

Do we have a-

Problem

I am the problem

Walk in the room like

Who's gonna solve it

(Problem)

I am the problem

I am the-

Do we have a-

And I'm tryna get it in control like z

Tryna let it go tryna own up to my needs

But I don't owe none of you bitches

A single fucking thing

So I'm not picking up the phone

Unless it's strangers in my feed

Feed me

It's all so easy

To leave you all behind

Even I don't wanna see me

Bitches can't touch me

Put it on repeat

I am the problem

Read it and weep

[Post-Chorus]

Wail! Wail! Wail! Wail! Wail!

And I wail on that bitch like

Wail! Wail! Wail! Wail! Wail!

And I bury that bitch like

Wail! Wail! Wail! Wail! Wail!

And I'm carrying shit like

Nail in the coffin

I do it to 'em like often

Off 'em

[Verse 2]

Watch out

I'm not properly socialized

Full of microplastics and

Prone to going in overdrive

Toxic in ways that even I

Cannot fully vocalize

Talking shit you better

Come and find me or don't

What do I care

Everyone I love ends up

Starring in my nightmares

Wake myself up screaming

Like I'm stuck up in a highchair

Inner child, little demons

Run free in the timeshare

Rent-free in my mind

I still remember like

I'm right there

Not the details but the feeling

Diagnoses ruining my life

So is this healing

Pull away I leave them all behind

That's how I'm helping

Starving out the mess

That I make of human connection

I'm deflecting

Yes I use self-awareness

As a means of protecting

Myself from the pain of real change

And I'm projecting

My flaws into work

The circle spirals into legend

How do I get out

If what I want is gonna end me

[Chorus]

I am the problem

Walk in the room like

I am the problem

What do you call it?

I am the-

Do we have a-

Problem

I am the problem

Walk in the room like

Who's gonna solve it

(Problem)

I am the problem

I am the-

Do we have a-

And I'm tryna get it in control like z

Tryna let it go tryna own up to my needs

But I don't owe none of you bitches

A single fucking thing

So I'm not picking up the phone

Unless it's strangers in my feed

Feed me

It's all so easy

To leave you all behind

Even I don't wanna see me

Bitches can't touch me

Put it on repeat

I am the problem

Read it and weep

[Post-Chorus]

Wail! Wail! Wail! Wail! Wail!

And I wail on that bitch like

Wail! Wail! Wail! Wail! Wail!

And I bury that bitch like

Wail! Wail! Wail! Wail! Wail!

And I'm carrying shit like

Nail in the coffin

I do it to 'em like often

Off 'em

[Outro]

Go head mama won't you shake it

Bring the hoedown to the tabletop

Bring the bacon home

Can you break it down

Four seconds to break

The sound barrier to entry

No one cares and that's your superpower

You've got everything to prove

To no one but yourself

And you've got everywhere to move

You'd better move your mouth

And you've got nothing left to lose

Except all of your doubt

I mean you don't believe in luck

And here you are

Dumbfounded, duck-footed

Dumbstruck, dummy

Shit's so bleak it's actually funny

Reckless, resentful

Still I get this money

I make the way

They say "Yes I'm coming"

I am the roster

What has become of the popstar?

Nasty poser it's my posture

Hand out, it's not an offer