Illinoisy

I've come so far
Just to throw this away
I swear I'll never change
I wish that this feeling would just go away

I'll hold my tongue when you tell me I should change
I'm sure there's more than that I'll be better today
While you hit the town I'll just waste away
Behind a clothes store with myself to blame

Those sleepless nights
Those drunken rhymes
Those nights were not a... Oh my God, I'm so lame
And it's driving me insane
I can't begin to fathom
What my life would be like
If I could just think straight

Those sleepless nights
Those drunken rhymes
Those nights were not a waste

I'll hold my tongue when you tell me I should change
I'm sure there's more than that I'll be better today
While you hit the town I'll just waste away
Behind a clothes store with myself to blame
Myself to blame