Cynic

Got me down on my knees
Baby, don't you believe me?
Listen through a wire, but it's never been that easy
Am I supposed to understand the greater plan
Should I give myself away to a better man?
Got me down on my knees
Baby, don't you believe me?

God, am I just a cynic?
Took it from me and the living
So is it all just forgiven?
Give me the reason I need

God, am I just a cynic?
Am I gonna die for my sinning?
Or is it all just forgiven?
Give me the reason I need
Cause there is no reason to me

Take me down to the river where you say that you see me
Use a veil to hide the way that I never stop grieving
Am I supposed to let it go, just lie alone?
Am I supposed to give in to the unknown?
Am I supposed to live the words that took her own?

God, am I just a cynic?
Took it from me and the living
So is it all just forgiven?
Give me the reason I need

God, am I just a cynic?
Am I gonna die for my sinning?
Or is it all just forgiven?
Give me the reason I need
Cause there is no reason to me

Drink the water from the glass
It'll heal you
Say the words that are holy
They'll reveal you
Watch me come undone just to believe you
Watch me hate myself enough to see you
Drink the wine from the glass
It'll heal you
Say the words that are holy
They'll reveal you
Watch me come undone just to believe you
Watch me hate myself

God, am I just a cynic?
Took it from me and the living
So is it all just forgiven?
Give me the reason I need

God, am I just a cynic?
Am I gonna die for my sinning?
Or is it all just forgiven?
Give me the reason I need
Cause there is no reason to me