Order & Routine

Pax, pipe celebration
It's getting late now
Migraine in my brain
Which strain will dull that pain now
Cause I want that one
Insomnia hasn't figured me out yet
But it ruined Dad and I guess that means I'm next
That's how it works right
That's how it works right
I know I'm fucking up my mind
But I can't ruin what's already destroyed
Stop with the chaos, brain
I need order and routine right now
To draw the line across my mouth every morning
Slowing down the particles set in motion
By a childhood wasted
I won't see you in heaven
But at least I know that happiness ends with my last breath
I know I'm fucking up my mind
But I can't ruin what's already destroyed
Stop with the chaos, brain
I need order and routine right now