Pushing Me Off

So shot and I can't clock it
It's scratchin' at my bones
So tired of walking puppets
Cut ties, I'll walk alone

Two-steppin' with the devil
Do the cha-cha all night long
He'll kill me if I let 'em
But he'll give me what I want

Wipe off my blood
Shine off my gun
Aim it at my soul
I ain't running away, running away, 'cause I know

Every version of me that I've lost
Is buried at the bottom waitin' for me to fall
Don't wanna trip on the edge that I walk
But you keep on pushing me off
Pushing me off

I've worn a million faces
I'm down to my last one
Take shots 'til I can't take it
If I go now, at least I'm numb

Wipe off my blood
Shine off my gun
Aim it at my soul
I ain't running away, running away, 'cause I know

Every version of me that I've lost
Is buried at the bottom waitin' for me to fall
Don't wanna trip on the edge that I walk
But you keep on pushing me off

I'm never going back to another me
Some other me is past where I wanna be
I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna be broken
I'm hoping that (oh)
I'm never going back to another me
Some other me is past where I wanna be
I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna be

Every version of me that I've lost
Is buried at the bottom waitin' for me to fall
Don't wanna trip on the edge that I walk
But you keep on pushing me off