It's Not This

[Verse 1: Taylor Acorn]

I'm doing everything you always said you hated

And I brought back the side of me you always wanted to change

And I swore that I wouldn't still care so much but I do

I've been waking up my demons all in spite of you

But I think to myself where you've been and it hurts like hell

I drown you out again

[Chorus]

Whatever it is that's gonna get me over you

It's not this

It isn't halfway blackout at a shithole dive

Kissing strangers to forget you exist

It isn't secretly wishing you'd call

Saying baby won't you come back home

Whatever it is

It's not this, it's not this, ooh oh

It's not this, ooh oh

[Verse 2: Dan Swank]

I'm treading water wishing you were here

I ask for coffee and you say it's not a good idea

And you swear it's not that you don't love me

Just that you need space

But I don't blame you, I don't even love myself these days

I think to myself who you've been with, it hurts like hell

I drown you out the best I can

[Chorus]

Whatever it is that's gonna get me over you

It's not this

It isn't halfway blackout at a shithole dive

Kissing strangers to forget you exist

It isn't secretly wishing you'd call

Saying baby won't you come back home

Whatever it is

It's not this, it's not this, ooh oh

No, it's not this, ooh oh

[Bridge]

It's not thinking that you might be thinking of me

While I'm going through the motions with somebody

Or taking the long way home

So I don't pass the places we used to go

It's not telling everybody that I'm okay

When I know I'd lose it if I ever saw you face to face

I guess love is a condition, I'll never make you hold

[Chorus]

Whatever it is

It's not this

No whatever it is

It's not this

No I'm never gonna get that call

Saying baby won't you come back home

And that you might miss what it was

Before it was this

Ooh oh, ooh oh