What I Do...

I haven't breathed right since the night
You spent a year trying to forget
You spent another trying to make it right

The sunlight in my head will rust
My image of you turns to dust
And I will not be suppressed

Out with the worst you're not saying
Fighting myself to push you away
I dare you to leave with my faith decaying
Waiting for you to run out of grace

That's just what I do, do, do
That's just what I do, do, do

You know I wish we could dance
But I am stoned and out of breath
You just try to tell yourself
[?] not part of it

I know that you try your best
But there are things you just can't fix
And darling I am one of them

And you don't have to tell me now
I know that you're still worried
About my moods they swing with
The violence
They scream in the silence
And I wish I could settle down

That's just what I do, do, do
That's just what I do, do, do

Out with the worst you're not saying
Fighting myself to push you away
My moods they swing with
The violence
They scream in the silence
Waiting for you to run out of grace

That's just what I do, do, do
That's just what I do, do, do