Delusional

[Intro: Tech N9ne]

Yeah, like this

I'ma drink this Henn, I'ma keep this grin

But if you look at N9na closely

I'm tryna contain this beast within

I know some of y'all already knowing

That I got a lot of cheese to spend

But that don't change the fact I go insane

I've got a heap of sins, please begin

[Verse 1: Tech N9ne]

I saw the glitz in all of this when I was just yay tall

And I pictured y'all and it wall to wall but they all said I was just delusional

But the people startin' calling us and I'm balling tough

But the crawling rough and I never thought of stuff with saw enough

What the problem is now I got 'em here

Telling all these kids I'm the K.O.D

And they pumping up the volume and listening hard

When I give my heart, is it

Delusional?

When I'm thinking I'm a boss in the biz

But I'm lost and I fake it that I'm off in the lid

But they pay the cost when it is dark at the crib

Some say that if I tell them to hate

My people are at the gate ready for sealing your fate

That is up for debate because when I make

My music ain't no evil from Mr. Yates

Calling me a cult leader

I don't really know but I'ma fosho heater

Wickedness coming from Monrovia

They could blow me but the folks wanna soul see us

At the bottom with the devil look around and it be no N9na

They say I lead 'em to evil

Like I was Jimmy Jones and feedin' the people

When I bleed in the steeple

The reason they seizing me ain't no decreasing my ego

My power's for good, I think

Would I shrink if somebody took away how good I ink?

But that would never happen I'm makin' it with the rapping

But they want me to collapse and when I could I sink

[Chorus: Nikkiya & Tech N9ne]

I hope I find what I'm looking for

Maybe I should drink just a little more

Delusional

I'm fightin' but I'm losing

Feel like the author of confusion

Hear me!

My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life

And confusion seems to be my alibi

Delusional

I'm feelin' like I don't belong

Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong

Hear me!

[Verse 2: Tech N9ne]

She feel like I'm

Gonna make them hate me

Because I was around and kick it and make them babies

And now that I made it gotta escape them daily

And that's crazy

Because all I'm doing is making the industry pay me

But when I show my face feeling everything's great

Did a show then we ate then I'm outta that state

She said I'm a good provider

But daddy of the year? Man, I'm out of that race

How I compensate for the losses they get often dates

That's too personal, Will stop the tape

[Chorus: Nikkiya & Tech N9ne]

I hope I find what I'm looking for

Maybe I should drink just a little more

Delusional

I'm fightin' but I'm losing

Feel like the author of confusion

Hear me!

My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life

And confusion seems to be my alibi

Delusional

I'm feelin' like I don't belong

Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong

Hear me!

[Verse 3: Tech N9ne]

They say I'm seeing things

But everybody know I'm being things, we them kings

Like it or not we running this

Got a lot of hype because I wanna spit

And I come to grip on the fifth

You gotta know Tech's never gonna miss

I know I might be a little psyche

But it's nightly and brightly inside of me making me a little frightening

Ripping it with the right team

I bring hella light when reciting

When it's all said and done I'm sickened and heavened

Caused this a damned reverend

All 6's And 7's

[Chorus: Nikkiya & Tech N9ne]

I hope I find what I'm looking for

Maybe I should drink just a little more

Delusional

I'm fightin' but I'm losing

Feel like the author of confusion

Hear me!

My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life

And confusion seems to be my alibi

Delusional

I'm feelin' like I don't belong

Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong

Hear me!

[Outro: Tech N9ne]

Delusional

Delusional