R.I.P. Bon

I was waiting for you man, right down there by the sea
Where we used to meet, to share in our pain and decry misery
I waited I waited I waited I swear, but when I got down to the ocean
Man you were not fucking there
I just wish that you spoke up and held out your hand
Because you I was there man you that I cared
I waited for you but you never came, no you never came
And now that you're gone I feel
I'm to blame yeah I feel I'm to blame
I wanted to hear it, I wanted to know
I've been grieving so much with each passing day
But I'm angry and hurt and I hate you all the same
I just wish that you spoke up and held out your hand
Because you know I was there man you know that I cared
I waited for you but you never came, no you never came
And now that you're gone I feel
I'm to blame yeah I feel I'm to blame
I know now you hated life even more with each breath
I know now that you did not have any fight left
To know you were grieving with each passing day
I know you were grieving with each passing day
And to know most of all you did not want to say
And I know most of all you did not want to stay
And you know you were grieving with each passing day
I waited for you but you never came no you never came
And now that you're gone I feel
I'm to blame yeah I feel I'm to blame
Did I never listen did I never show, did I never show
'Cause I wanted to hear I wanted to hear it I wanted to know