Breakdown In My Bedroom

Breakdown communication
'Cos I get anxious when I'm out
In certain situatuions, oh
But how can I explain it?
I've put my face out there
And it's a constant grind to save it

But every time I'm out
Everything inside me's shouting
Screaming and overloading
I swear it's not just been this way
And I've not always been the same
I think and then implode
It's like I think the drinks corroded

My brain
A few times a week I go insane
I know I should leave but I'll stay
Where I'm alone to
Breakdown in my bedroom
Breakdown in my bedroom
Again
A few times a week I go insane
I know I should but I'll stay
Where I'm alone to
Breakdown in my bedroom
Breakdown in my bedroom a-

"You chose a strange job for a person
Who can't be out in public
Or the self-destruction worsens", oh
But it's easier around strangers
With the help of rolled up paper
It keeps me afloat
Until I get home

But every time I'm out
Everything inside me's shouting
Screaming and overloading
I swear it's not just been this way
And I've not always been the same
I think and then implode
It's like I think the drinks corroded

My brain
A few times a week I go insane
I know I should leave but I'll stay
Where I'm alone to
Breakdown in my bedroom
Breakdown in my bedroom
Again
A few times a week I go insane
I know I should leave but I'll stay
Where I'm alone to
Breakdown in my bedroom

She told me, "Be gentle with yourself
As you walk through life, dear
You've made some mistakes
It's your first ever time here
And there's time to learn
Time to learn
So don't get too hung on the things
That you're missing
You've made some mistakes
It's your first time existing
And there's time to learn
Time to learn"
But I think
But I think
But I think the drinks corroded

My brain
A few times a week I go insane
I know I should leave but I'll stay
Where I'm alone to
Breakdown in my bedroom
Breakdown in my bedroom
Again
A few times a week I go insane
I know I should leave but I'll stay
Where I'm alone to
Breakdown in my bedroom
Breakdown in my bedroom again

And I get so hung up on the things
That I'm missing
I've made some mistakes
It's my first time existing
And there's time to learn
Time to learn