Renascence

I feel the pieces of the old me decompose
I'm over choking on the dirt that fills my throat
Think I can't escape the weight of this eternal lifelessness
In a cycle slipping in and out of consciousness
I claw at the sides just dying to break out
Steady I climb into the light now
(How's it babe, so good?)
(How's it babe, so good?)

Rainday finally lost its grip on me
Believe in tragedy where broken parts of me remain
Farewell to always now I'm weightless
My past in the grave with a dead kiss
Found clarity in new visions of my fate (I'm waking)

Never lookin' back to the past, just let it fade out (fade out)
Take a bit of blues, but I can't keep 'em down
Suffocate myself 'til all my demons drown (to the drown, to the drown, break me apart)

Pickin' up the pieces, but I've broken every option
I could never get a grip on all the pain and how to stop it
Countin' on myself to let myself down
Fightin' every step I need to take to pull myself out
Always said there's no one to call if there's nowhere to fall
'Cause I could never catch a break and chain-build these four walls
I let the darkness in but never called it quits
You never know until you've just lost it all

Rainday finally lost its grip on me
Believe in tragedy where broken parts of me remain
Farewell to always now I'm weightless
My past in the grave with a dead kiss
Found clarity in new visions of my fate (I'm waking)

Four walls made of pine feel my body rise six feet
Under feel the fire in my spine
Lookin' inside this four walls made of pine feel my body rise six feet
Under feel the fire in my spine
Survive the mortal fight

Four walls made of pine feel my body rise six feet
Under feel the fire in my spine
Lookin' inside this four walls made of pine feel my body rise six feet
Under feel the fire in my spine, aw

Rainday finally lost its grip on me (on me)
Believe in tragedy where broken parts of me remain
Farewell to always now I'm weightless
My past in the grave with a dead kiss
Found clarity in new visions of my fate (I'm walking, I'm waiking)