Heroin (demo)

I know just where I'm going

I'm gonna try for the kingdom if I can

'Cause it makes me feel that I'm a man

When I put the spike into my vein

Then I'll tell 'ya things aren't quite the same

When I'm rushing for my run

And I feel like Jesus' son

And I guess that I just don't know

And I guess that I just don't know

I have made a big decision

I'm gonna nullify my life

When the blood begins to flow

When it squirts up the dropper's neck

When the smack goes and hits my blood

When I'm closing in on death

And my head begins to whirl

And you can't help me, not you girls

All you guys with all your talk

You can all go take a walk

Take me where the river flows

Off the buildings around the floors

And the buildings for the sign

Linking all from the mother's time

And I guess that I just don't know

Oh, I guess that I just don't know

I wish that I lived a hundred years ago

I wish that I'd sail the darkened seas

On a great big clipper ship

Going from this land here to that

In a sailor's suit and cap

Away from the big city where a man can not be free

From the evils of this town

And of himself, and those around

I wish I'd traveled all around

And I guess I just don't know

Oh babe, I guess I just don't know

Heroin's gonna be the death of me

Heroin, it's my life and it's my wife

Because the mainline to my vein

Leads to a center in my head

And then I'm better off than dead

With that smack then starting to flow

Then I really don't care no more

About the Jim-Jim's in this town

And the animals making sounds

And people selling people by p-p-pound

And the politicians and the clowns

And the do-gooders with their frowns

And the dead bodies all piled in mounds

While that heroin's in my blood

And that blood is in my head

Then thank God I'm as good as dead

And thank God that I'm not aware

And thank God that I don't well care

And I guess that I just don't know

Whoa, I guess that I just don't know