feel good

Why would I lie and say I feel good
When I don't feel good?
All I really want is to be happy and truly feel good
I got everybody looking at me
Like, why she don't feel good?
I done seen the stars, I done seen the lights
But I can't forget that I'm still hood

Fake smiles never had me sold
Even in the summer my heart cold
Whack, why you always be so bold?
Holidays just keep gettin' old
(Holidays just keep gettin' old)

Who can I look up to
When I'm feeling down?
Just me and not you
Don't want you around
It goes happy this, it goes happy that
But somehow I can't seem to find happy whack?
(Where did she go?)