Emetophobia

Tonight, I am fueled by a fire in my chest
It burns even hotter with my every breath
And the smoke rising up from my throat
Seeping out of my mouth
And I HOPE YOU CHOKE
LET
ME
GO

I was at your mercy, your beck and call at all times
I had all your love, but none of it was mine
And it's what I can't have, you hold above me
I'm chasing that feeling, you never loved me

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Said too much now choke on it
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It's not my fault you fuckin' said it
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Said too much now choke on it
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It's not my fault you fuckin' said it

You can't backtrack now, it's been said it's been done
It was romance to me but to you it's just fun
And it's not fair, it's not fair, it's not fair, it's not fair
You said you don't want me but you don't wanna share

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Said too much now choke on it
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It's not my fault you fuckin' said it
Word vomit
Said too much now choke on it
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It's not my fault you fuckin' said it

You're gonna reap what you sow motherfucker
I've allowed myself to be used and abused time after time again
But no longer will I just bend over and take it
You're in my house now bitch
Remember who the fuck I am, and stay in your fucking place
Below me

Now where my hug at sweetheart