I Fall Alone

I left my shit at your house
So I could see you again
I hope I won't get locked out
Cuz you just want to be friends
I can't stop thinking about you
I can't find meaning with out you
I left myself at your house
But you never came home

I lie to myself and say that this time it'll be different
I lie to myself and say that this time you'll change
I hear you laughing in your bed
Goddamn I'd rather be deaf
We fall in love inside my head
I wish I was better than this
But I fall alone

I can't get a grip
I keep sinking my ship
In the waters you invite me in
How do I get over you?
And know that it can't be true
That you would ever want me again
Again!

I fall alone
I fall alone
All alone
Lay me down and take my heart right out
I'm all alone
Fuck
Hate being all alone

Standing on the edge

I woke up to gray skies
Circling my head like a vulture
Telling lies
Won't settle for failure
Digging in the dirt for whatever he can find

I'm standing on the edge
As the world is falling
I'm ready to jump in
But the ledge has caught me
Over and over
The weight on my shoulders
I want to stay high but the grounds getting closer
I'm standing on the edge
As the world is falling
World is falling down

Tried to get off
Before I miss my stop
Out of ideas lately
Even my songs are sick of me
They all say that I'm crazy
This plane still comes down quickly
And crashes to the sea

Every time I dip
Leaving you behind
Feeling something hit
I think it's time
I get out of here tonight