Sober

Can anybody help me?
I've been chasing my tail for so long
I'm trying to be healthy
I've been running away for so long

It doesn't make me happy
I just want cocaine and alcohol
Blowjobs in bathroom stalls
I miss my habits, I'm such an addict

Since I got sober
I thought I'd be done with this by now
Just wake me when it's over
I don't wanna live through this comedown
Stay the fuck away, there's not much more that I can take
Since I got sober
I thought I'd be over you by now

Is there anybody out there
Sleeping alone in their bed?
I'm crashing on my couch here
Up late fighting with you in my head

It doesn't make me happy
I just want cocaine and alcohol
Blowjobs in bathroom stalls
I miss my habits, I'm such an addict

Since I got sober
I thought I'd be done with this by now
Just wake me when it's over
I don't wanna live through this comedown
Stay the fuck away, there's not much more that I can take
Since I got sober
I thought I'd be over you by now

Late nights, coffee and panic attacks
I guess I don't wanna go back
It's better than you checking on me
Making sure I'm not dead by morning
I'll keep coming back
Coming back
Coming back
I wish you'd stop coming back
Coming back
Coming back

Since I got sober
I thought I'd be done with this by now
Just wake me when it's over (Wake me when it's over)
I don't wanna live through this comedown
Stay the fuck away, there's not much more that I can take
Since I got sober (Since I got sober)
I thought I'd be over you by now