Woken By Noises

So I'm woken

I'm woken by noises

Neighbors stamping and laughing and voices

Move from screens, write it apart

I lie here wondering if it's all over

Flash backs flashing

Tear at colors

Demons voices

My heart summons

Broken broken by waking

Shaking is all used to be filled with sadness

Desense into madness feeling I'm sinking

Far too much thinking

Flash backs flashing and strobing

Probing my barely functioning mind

Smoking, I'm smoking again

The pressure built up so I thought I'd cave in

And my chest is tight, and light and thunder

Forgive my thoughts it's sending me under

I can't breathe

I can't speak

I can't see

I can't feel

Ah man, it's not so bad

If only the morning would come, I could focus

My eyes and thoughts composed are more rational

I climb from this hole the morning I fashion a leapad

Sunshine and daydreams, sunscreen

Drinking more water

Talking, talking or singing

The song is all leaving me

Drifting away into nothing

I'm woken, woken by noises, neighbors, and drunken

Their fast Spanish voices go round and around

Their sound doesn't keep me awake but the thoughts I pound

But the picture I think of the most when I'm trying to sleep

Is not fair in the north

Sun soaked pleasure beach

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