0 OR 100 (SIDE A)

All of my emotions runnin' all over the place
One day I can't move, but then the next one, I'm okay
Hands around a bottle 'til I'm falling off my face
Then I spend a month not making a single mistake
Why am I like this? It's like I'm a flight risk
Peacing out the second after I started some dumb shit
Why am I like this? So bad at deciding
I'm torn between uncertain and unsure
It's only zero or a hundred
I only hate it or I love it
It's like I'm always stuck on either side
Between a zero or a hundred
Building up a roster just to fill the empty space
Then I fall in love when I'm needing a quick escape
Last to leave the party like I'm never goin' home
Impossible to reach when I just wanna be alone, yeah
So why am I like this? It's like I'm a flight risk
Peacing out the second after I started some dumb shit
Yeah, why am I like this? So bad at deciding
I'm torn between uncertain and unsure
It's only zero or a hundred
I only hate it or I love it
It's like I'm always stuck on either side
Between a zero or a hundred
Yeah, slam the brakes, I'm going a hundred miles an hour
Yeah, my brain goes quiet and my heart gets louder
I throw my hands up, giving fate all of the power
Zero or a hundred, uh
There's an angel and a devil on my shoulder
Wanna live forever but I don't wanna get older
Now my thoughts are high, but I can't get much lower
Zero or a hundred
It's only zero or a hundred
I only hate it or I love it
It's like I'm always stuck on either side
Between a zero or a hundred