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DIFFICULT

Release date: 2024

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"DIFFICULT" is a track by UPSAHL, released 2024. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 7 articles about UPSAHL.

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UPSAHL

UPSAHL

Lyrics

DIFFICULT

[Verse 1]

Every night, on the calm down

When no one's there to watch me, who am I?

And I get high, but I'm still lonely

When all the noise around me gets too quiet

[Pre-Chorus]

Got anxiety on my rider

I got lipstick on my Bible

And my body's fucking tired and

I think that I'm gonna be the death of me

I might I might I might lose the best of me

[Chorus]

Can you tell that I've been putting me through hell

Trying to put myself

But I make it fucking difficult

Why's it gotta be so fucking difficult?

Do you know the devil on my shoulder knows me way too well

I'm just trying to be enough for myself

But I make it fucking difficult

Why I gotta be so fucking difficult?

[Chorus]

Lately I've been frontin' like I'm the fucking baddest

Truth is I can't even see myself in my reflection

Why do I let these thoughts run on my skin?

And why do I hate the body that I'm in?

[Pre-Chorus]

Got anxiety on my rider

I got lipstick on my Bible

And my body's fucking tired and

I think that I'm gonna be the death of me

I might I might I might lose the best of me

[Chorus]

Can you tell that I've been putting me through hell

Trying to put myself

But I make it fucking difficult

Why's it gotta be so fucking difficult?

Do you know the devil on my shoulder knows me way too well

I'm just trying to be enough for myself

But I make it fucking difficult

Why I gotta be so fucking difficult?

[Bridge]

Uhm- Uhm-Uhm-Uhm-Uhm

Difficult

Uhm-Uhm

[Outro]

And I get high, but I'm still lonely

When all the noise around me gets too quiet

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DIFFICULT

2024
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