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Tracks
Varials
In Darkness
I Against I

TRACK

I Against I

Release date: 10th October 2019

From In DarknessTrack 93:19

Metal Music Rock

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About This Track

"I Against I" is a track by Varials, from the album In Darkness, released 10th October 2019. The track is 3:19 long. It's filed under Metal. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 1 article about Varials.

About the Artist

Varials

Varials

Lyrics

I Against I

So it's me against myself
So I guess you really wouldn't understand
What it's like to be me
In this fucked up world
With a fucked-up past
Don't want to feel anything again

Promise me this
You'll still carry my name

What I'd do to never lose you
Oh it's such a scary thought
From such a scary place
Oh what I wouldn't do
Oh what I wouldn't do
Anything could be true

Just tell me
It all meant something more
Just tell me
It's more that I can hope for
Just tell me that
It meant something more
That it meant more that I can hope for

So it's me against myself
And I guess you really wouldn't understand
What it's like to be me
In this fucked up world
With a fucked-up past
Don't want to feel anything again

Your pain is mine
Where the fuck do you think it came from

Where does the sadness come from
When does the sadness go away
When does it go

What I'd do to never lose you
Oh it's such a scary thought
From such a scary place
Oh what I wouldn't do
Oh what I wouldn't do
Anything could be true

Where does the sadness come from
When does the sadness go away

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Track details

From In Darkness

3:192019

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Album

11th October 2019

Track number

9

Release year

2019

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3:58
2I Suffocate
4:01
3In Darkness
2:38
4Bleeding
2:44

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Credits

Production & Engineering

Writer: Mike Foley, Mitchell Rogers, Travis Tabron
Producer: Josh Schroeder