aftermath

I moved away and changed my number when I did it
I hoped that cutting you off would make me feel different
I know I'm weaker than I probably seem
I can't lie, I blame you for everything

All pins and needles when I meet somebody new and I
Get all choked up whenever they ask about you and I
Feel so pathetic and I want to scream
I can't lie, I blame you for everything
And I think you know exactly what I mean

You really fucked me up
Screaming at my mirror like I'm fucking drunk
Question who I am and what I could have done
Because you're the one who told me that you were in love, oh, oh
You really fucked me up
Close my eyes, can't think of anything but us
Made me feel like I'm the one who's not enough
But you're the one who told me that you were in love

Try to forget how you could never meet me in the middle
How all the pain that you inflicted made me feel so little
A little tired of remembering
I can't lie, I blame you for everything

You'd change so quick, you'd start a fight then you'd be saying sorry
Made me look like a fucking idiot at every party
You made me sick, it's so embarrassing
I can't lie, I blame you for everything
I think you know exactly what I mean

You really fucked me up
Screaming at my mirror like I'm fucking drunk
Question who I am and what I could have done
'Cause you're the one who told me that you were in love
You really fucked me up
Close my eyes, can't think of anything but us
Made me feel like I'm the one who's not enough
But you're the one who told me that you were in love

You really fucked me up
Screaming at my mirror like I'm fucking drunk
Question who I am and what I could have done
'Cause you're the one who said that you were in love