loved you better

Broken
All the passing
Everyday is another distraction
From the way that
I reacted
Now the only way I can remember you
Is in the past tense
I'd been acting
Like I'm past it
When I'm not even close to the touch yet
God I miss it
And the person I was when I had it

Had you
I want you to know
I wish I loved you better
Oh I wish I loved you better
Have you
I want you to know
I wish I loved you better
Oh I wish I loved you better

Tragic
How it ended
Saying things we don't mean
Now my dumb self esteem
Had me crashing
Like a comet
And destroying a life that we built like it didn't even happen
I'm not asking
For forgiveness
'Cause we both know that I don't deserve it
But I miss it
And the person I was when I had it

Had you (had you)
I want you to know
I wish I loved you better
Oh I wish I loved you better
Have you
I want you to know
I wish I loved you better
Oh I wish I loved you better
(I'll do better)

Running out
And running up the cost
The funeral for everything I lost
You called it off
I know that you exhausted all your options
So this is it
The life I could save
I'm paying for all of my mistakes
The love of my-
The one that got away

I miss when I had you
I want you to know
I wish I loved you better
Oh I wish I loved you better