Plastic

[Verse 1]

I got the life I used to chase

But something's off, I feel out of place

The crowd gets loud, they call my name

But deep inside, it's not the same

Their love burns hot, I see the flame

Still I shrink back, I feel the shame

It's weird, I should be feelin' lit

But I fold too easy like plastic

[Pre-Chorus]

Stay, I float in delay

Gray, my smile fades away

Stay, this rush makes me sway

Daze, I'm stuck in this neon haze

Wait, this night feels too loud

Stray, I move through the crowd

Fade, eyes locked in, I'm gone

Haze, I've been here but feel withdrawn

[Chorus]

Chasin' it too far

I thought I'd hold it and feel finе

But it bent me in ways I can't definе

Ran out of breath

Still look intact when all eyes shine

But I feel something start pulling too tight (Smiles start to crack)

[Post-Chorus]

Moments too loud, and space too tight to breathe

I'm stretching thin, I blur, I feel plastic

Do I look okay? (Heat gets drastic)

Will I fade away?

[Verse 2]

My chest feels too tight, glow

My face burns too bright, noise

Your words blur and bend

Mirror, he now wears a different end

[Pre-Chorus]

Rush, my hands start to shake

Blank, my head starts to break

Breathe, let's slow this down now

Calm, find my way through this somehow

[Chorus]

Chasin' it too far

I thought I'd hold it and feel fine

But it bent me in ways I can't define

Ran out of breath

Still look intact when all eyes shine

But I feel something start pulling too tight (Smiles start to crack)

[Post-Chorus]

Moments too loud, and space too tight to breathe

I'm stretching thin, I blur, I feel plastic

Do I look okay? (Heat gets drastic)

Will I fade away?