Lockjaw

Lately I've been
Hung up on my caveats
Lost in thought
It's a maze
Puzzled, lost the plot
Lately I've been Twisting up
Some tangled knots
I could mend things
I'm thinking why not

Tingles in my face
Lockjaw
Chewing teeth
I believe
It's my own fault
(It's my It's my own fault)
Feelings that I waste
Hogtied by my bed
In my room on my laptop

I pay the price due
What's a high to you?
I pay the price due
What's a high to you?

I feel nauseous tugging on my self-esteem
Stuff my face, beat my-
My dog's off the leash
Don't know what tough is
No difference in my wants and needs
I envy wicked deeds
I binge I purge I rinse, repeat
There's pounding in my heart
All times of the day
I believe it's my own fault
(It's my it's my own fault)

Feeling like I've lost
All sense of belief
Time to leave all my false gods

I pay the price due
What's a high to you?
Pathetic life, dude
What's a high to you?
I pay the life's due
What's a high to you?
I pay the price due
What's a high to you?

Pray for me, this sheep is astray
I'm grinding my teeth, I'm wasting away