Smacked

50/50 odds that
This'll help me ease back
Hope I got some loud pack
Hope I got some loud pack
50/50 odds that
This'll bring the fears back
Hope I got some loud pack
Hope
I think that they hate me
I'm dizzy, I'm faded
I'm stuck in my ways
Seeing too many faces
Don't know why I smoke
Cos I know that I hate it
I'm bored and it's easy
My body can't take it
Know that it's easy
My body can't take it
It's always the same
No, my body can't take it
I'm frying my brain
No, my body can't take it
Do I have cancer?
My body feels different
Muscles are twitching
I'm losing my vision
I inhale and exhale
Manually breathing
I'm checking my pulse
Just to feel my heart beating
Never get laid
And I'm not getting paid
Don't leave my house
On the couch getting faded
Life's overrated
My family hates the way that I've been living
My mind is a menace
Here I go again
I'm the biggest fan
Til I'm up and then
Don't know where I stand
In my head
The senses left
There goes me at my best
Burning in my chest
Don't look that way at me
You don't know what that makes me think
You'll never find peace or profusion
Or get over your fears of rejection
Wake up, wake up
Sad, it's always so fun til it ain't fun
You're all alone on this one
Got no help on this one
No, you can't outrun from the things you've done
You're a pig
You're shit
Off yourself
Go dig your ditch
All I know is that this is different
Won't you come back down from there
Won't you come back down
Could you be my new religion
Bring me from my bad decisions
Clearing out my cloudy vision
Sunshine out on the horizon
Where went all the days
Wasting them
Fighting my thoughts away
I could change if I wanted