Until We Both Get Bored (feat. Phoebe Bridgers)

Brittle heart, cold as ice
Left me lonesome once or twice
But that's alright
I keep waiting on and on

I miss the cherries
Miss the trees
Miss the winter
Austin leaves
And the way you used to
Hold me in your heart

And lately I've been caught between
Not seeming needy
And needing to feel
Like she needs me

Oh my god
I've fallen apart
I've lost control of my head
And my soul
Jumping cracks in the pavement
I've waited and waited
For nothing that comes
Am I already done?

At a crossroads every day
I do my best to guess the way
And take comfort from the wars I've won so far

But still somehow I cast about
Paralyzed by love and doubt
And a pinch of paranoia
That I taste inside my mouth

Love's like a call to war
I'll fight until we both get bored
And nothing lights our fire anymore

Oh my god
I've fallen apart
I've lost control of my head
And my soul
Jumping cracks in the pavement
I've waited and waited
For nothing that comes
Am I already done?

Some nights she sends me home
And I'm not mad, I'm just alone
Reeling in how to sleep on my own

Oh my god
I've fallen apart
I've lost control of my head
And my soul
Jumping cracks in the pavement
I've waited and waited
But the cracks never seal
And my heart never heals