to be held

[Verse] When I woke up this morning My whole left arm was numb After the toss and turning Must've slept on it wrong I took it as a chance to Hold my own face for once Self centered, desperate dance it's It's like I had someone [Chorus] I know I'm pathetic and projecting half the time How I've had to compensate with friendships all my life I know that I've acted without reason, without rhyme 'Cause it makes it easier to lie And to say I'm not the problem That my path will serve me well 'Cause what they have, is what I want To have, and to be held [Verse] I can't afford the coffee, that I seek out each day I'm in there way too often, the workers know my name I take it as a chance to have someone tend to me Pretend it's sunday morning, he brewed it just for me [Chorus] I know I'm pathetic and projecting half the time How I've had to compensate with friendships all my life I know that I've acted out of anger, out of spite 'Cause it makes it easier to lie And to say I'm not the problem That my path will serve me well 'Cause what they have, is what I want To have and to be held [Post Chorus] To have and to be held To have and to be held To have and to be held [Bridge] 'Cause maybe I don't like going out Maybe I just like kissing strangers Maybe I never need a haircut Just for my hair to be played with I can't stand getting my nails done But I like when they hold my hand I feel like I'm just always searching for replacements for a man [Chorus] I know I'm pathetic and projecting half the time How I've had to compensate with friendships all my life I know that I've acted out of grievance, out of pride 'Cause it makes it easier to lie And to say I'm not the problem That my path will serve me well 'Cause what they have, is what I want To have and to be held [Post Chorus] To have and to be held To have and to be held To have and to be held To have and to be held