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I want to be little again Break into backbends, rush of blood, headstands I want to be little again 'Cause my back is bent and my head can't stand it now I want to be little I want to be thin and I want to look brittle like bones and skin I want to be little As small as I can But I'm only human With my shoes so small I felt ten feet tall My potential reigned Perfect for my age You'd be mortified at how I glorify it When I felt as small as I did But I know that I've grown So, I'll throw out the clothes I swore I'd keep You know just in case I could lose the weight Or regress in age to fourteen When my problems all were bound to resolve In the comfort of my home I'll still want to be little but But it's good that I've grown I wanna feel simple again Running around with friends, sprint and kill our legs I wanna feel simple again I was guiltless in every chronic sin I want to feel simple I want to go to bars I want to feel faultless, but still worthy of war I want to feel simple Could drown it in gin, but I know that won't fix it For a soul so young It's completely numb Thinking for myself At the cost of hell You'd be mortified at how I glorify it When I felt as wrong as I lived But I know that I've grown So, I'll throw out the clothes I swore I'd keep You know just in case I could lose the weight Or regress in age to fourteen When my problems all were bound to resolve In the comfort of my home I'll still want to be little but It's so good that I've grown I still want to be little But it's good that I've grown I know that I've grown It's just more than I'd hoped And I can't shrink So I'll take up space Rally all the grace I am able as I grieve How my problems all Without doubt, resolved In the comfort of my home Where, I will always miss it a little But it's clear that I've grown I still want to be little But it's good that I've grown