Fatal Flaw

I have never been held up so high But I can see my house from here Figured I could fall in line But I'd only divide every hemisphere Historically, I've repeated at the worst of times I'll do the same this time next year I didn't think I'd last this long But I proved myself wrong out of spite, I fear So I'll apologise in advance To keep the blood from my hands The pain was all but planned Look at what you've done Do you see how far you've come? Romanticise the past for fucking once Know your younger self would be so proud But you're nothing like them now As you cover and cut off parts of yourself That ever felt, or made you once stand out Pick all your fatal flaws apart First step is being self-aware (self-aware) Got so much love in my heart But I don't know where to start I was hoping it might be here I'm running out of road Believe me, man, I know But when there's nowhere else to go It feels like home Look at what you've done Do you see how far you've come? Romanticise the past for fucking once Know your younger self would be so proud But you're nothing like them now As you cover and cut off parts of yourself That ever felt, or made you once stand out The moon keeps the sun at arm's length For she fears she would get burned They have joint custody of earth They just take turns Another trip around the sun Why does it feel like one too much? Each year's another wound Death by a thousand cuts We know the earth is spinning But we have never seen it spin I like to think that you're still here in that same sense Another trip around the sun Why does it feel like one too much? Each year's another wound Death by a thousand cuts Sit still and look at what you've done Do you think you're too far gone? Romanticise the past for fucking once Know your younger self would chalk it all up to luck Or my lack thereof Bare the burden of my blood And pray to God I diluted it enough