Angus

Angus carried my bike up the stairs As I stood at the bottom and I’m not sure if I just stared Or if I thanked him There’s a high chance that I’m feeling broken-hearted Angus packed my suitcase for me As I felt quite stressed out Since I’ve lost Calliope I can’t get a breath out And I’ve heard my father’s angry I haven’t emailed But I feel so conflicted Because we haven’t spoken in sixteen years We haven’t spoken in sixteen I just sit and do the crossword But, I’m feeling guilty Thеre are so many books to read And Ella’s whimpеring Should I go for a bike ride or should we walk? I am trying not to live my life based on shoulds Being an extra in Caleb’s show Is my big acting break And I fell in love again But I don’t feel the joy it takes Because I’ve heard he’s sleeping in the basement But I feel so conflicted I met my father by the sea Still, I feel so conflicted Because you had nothing to say to me Yet, I feel so conflicted Because we hadn’t spoke in sixteen years And you had nothing to say to me I always thought you would be there I always thought you would be there