Angus

Angus carried my bike up the stairs

As I stood at the bottom and

I’m not sure if I just stared

Or if I thanked him

There’s a high chance that I’m feeling broken-hearted

Angus packed my suitcase for me

As I felt quite stressed out

Since I’ve lost Calliope

I can’t get a breath out

And I’ve heard my father’s angry I haven’t emailed

But I feel so conflicted

Because we haven’t spoken in sixteen years

We haven’t spoken in sixteen

I just sit and do the crossword

But, I’m feeling guilty

Thеre are so many books to read

And Ella’s whimpеring

Should I go for a bike ride or should we walk?

I am trying not to live my life based on shoulds

Being an extra in Caleb’s show

Is my big acting break

And I fell in love again

But I don’t feel the joy it takes

Because I’ve heard he’s sleeping in the basement

But I feel so conflicted

I met my father by the sea

Still, I feel so conflicted

Because you had nothing to say to me

Yet, I feel so conflicted

Because we hadn’t spoke in sixteen years

And you had nothing to say to me

I always thought you would be there

I always thought you would be there