Bad Week

It's hard to talk about it being a bad week When it's been a bad week For a long time now And it doesn't seem to get better And if it's so hard then why should I keep going It shouldn't sound as sad as it does But it's just sad to say It's been a bad week for so many weeks now And I see the positives But it's just so hard to ignore There's so much trouble And there's so much fire I've been weary And I've been trying To keep above water and Keep above lying down It takes a train sometimes to pull me out And I dont have the energy I don't have the stamina To keep on fighting But I'll keep on fighting I'll do it. Even at the darkest times When I feel I'm cracking in two There's never a day that goes by Where I don't think of you Wonder how you're doing Wonder where you sleep at night If I'll ever see you again You were both a brother and a father to me You were my whole family It's a struggle to keep it all together Pretend that I'm holding too Say that I'm here now and that it will be over soon If I've got to live like this Wonder what I'll wake up to Wonder if I'll wake up to You were both a father and a brother to me You were my whole family