Bad Week

It's hard to talk about it being a bad week
When it's been a bad week
For a long time now
And it doesn't seem to get better
And if it's so hard then why should I keep going
It shouldn't sound as sad as it does
But it's just sad to say
It's been a bad week for so many weeks now
And I see the positives
But it's just so hard to ignore
There's so much trouble
And there's so much fire
I've been weary
And I've been trying
To keep above water and
Keep above lying down
It takes a train sometimes to pull me out
And I dont have the energy
I don't have the stamina
To keep on fighting
But I'll keep on fighting
I'll do it.
Even at the darkest times
When I feel I'm cracking in two
There's never a day that goes by
Where I don't think of you
Wonder how you're doing
Wonder where you sleep at night
If I'll ever see you again
You were both a brother and a father to me
You were my whole family

It's a struggle to keep it all together
Pretend that I'm holding too
Say that I'm here now and
that it will be over soon
If I've got to live like this
Wonder what I'll wake up to
Wonder if I'll wake up to
You were both a father and a brother to me
You were my whole family