DNA

[Verse 1] They say its in my DNA The way I always display Some traits passed from my family But hey, you know i ain't playin they game My life wasn’t supposed to fuckin happen Dad got mom pregnant and the marriage started crashing Instantly, when I was born, my dad didn’t witness it Born into turbulence, mom didn't want me feelin it Turned to a life of distractions Hectic shit around me, shit was passin By me, hidin in the basement from the crime scenes Always lost, lookin like a deer in the high beams Got robbed, next day faced separation Stole everything, needed a changed location Mama went nuts, lost sense of direction Dad got more aggressive, couldn’t handle isolation [Chorus] So my feelings i just repress them Deal with something rough you won't see me stressin When everyone’s lost, I’ll be on my best Cause i just ignore the pain burning my chest [Verse 2] Expressive all day cause im always ruminating Toxic thoughts in my mind keep on invading Strange behavior, brain is deteriorating Can’t think properly and now my life is draining Ruinin things Gratuitously Never learnin a single thing Can’t keep the good that my life brings Burnin the bridge Going over the edge Can never end on a good ring One misstep and then i lose my brain Can’t hold on for love too long Randomly losing it when it seems so strong I’m a spark that jumpstart’s your spirit’s song But if im still around, i’ll make sure things go wrong Life is pain but im a masochist My whole history’s so hazardous Everything good that comes to me Can't keep it around, end up trashin it [Bridge] Im running slow slow slow slow slow Got nowhere to go Im riding slow (4x) [Chorus] So my feelings i just repress them Deal with something rough you won't see me stressin When everyone’s lost, I’ll be on my best Cause i just ignore the pain burning my chest