DNA

[Verse 1]

They say its in my DNA

The way I always display

Some traits passed from my family

But hey, you know i ain't playin they game

My life wasn’t supposed to fuckin happen

Dad got mom pregnant and the marriage started crashing

Instantly, when I was born, my dad didn’t witness it

Born into turbulence, mom didn't want me feelin it

Turned to a life of distractions

Hectic shit around me, shit was passin

By me, hidin in the basement from the crime scenes

Always lost, lookin like a deer in the high beams

Got robbed, next day faced separation

Stole everything, needed a changed location

Mama went nuts, lost sense of direction

Dad got more aggressive, couldn’t handle isolation

[Chorus]

So my feelings i just repress them

Deal with something rough you won't see me stressin

When everyone’s lost, I’ll be on my best

Cause i just ignore the pain burning my chest

[Verse 2]

Expressive all day cause im always ruminating

Toxic thoughts in my mind keep on invading

Strange behavior, brain is deteriorating

Can’t think properly and now my life is draining

Ruinin things

Gratuitously

Never learnin a single thing

Can’t keep the good that my life brings

Burnin the bridge

Going over the edge

Can never end on a good ring

One misstep and then i lose my brain

Can’t hold on for love too long

Randomly losing it when it seems so strong

I’m a spark that jumpstart’s your spirit’s song

But if im still around, i’ll make sure things go wrong

Life is pain but im a masochist

My whole history’s so hazardous

Everything good that comes to me

Can't keep it around, end up trashin it

[Bridge]

Im running slow slow slow slow slow

Got nowhere to go

Im riding slow

(4x)

[Chorus]

So my feelings i just repress them

Deal with something rough you won't see me stressin

When everyone’s lost, I’ll be on my best

Cause i just ignore the pain burning my chest