Self Vilification

[Verse 1] It’s me Talani Four Found myself an open mic You’ll prolly just show me the door Not gonna see me any other night I might Start a fight Say some things that arent quite right Get banned from everywhere And take my flight Go out of sight Makin no sense like thirsty dudes on the internet Lifes a cringe compilation days full of regret Fallin constantly for girls i ain't never met Declined from my dream school but at least i ain't got no debt Yeah Its wacky See me tweet Every week Garbage every timе I speak Listenin to kkb Whenеver i beat my my meat It’s a life filled entirely of remorse and pain My whole life I considered myself truly insane All day, a flow of trash circulates my brain Strokes of genius with an unfortunate dark strain Im degenerate Suicide, considered it But im absurdist Stayin lucid while I’m throwin shit [Chorus] This motherfucker here is so crazy Put your hands in the air for Ea the playa This motherfucker here is so crazy The chaos child from the future that’s tonight’s feature yo This motherfucker here is so crazy Bringin anarchy might wanna run away from me I feel like im the worst but I always make it work Alright yeah That’s right, yeah? [Verse 2] Jesus turn water to wine Im turnin yo bitch to mine Way that Im posted im gettin numbers when postin up online Met a girl with her soldier boy on the screensaver Fucked her raw, fuck the troops, he can't cry to me later Watch my film roll to charge your JO Crystal Haters tryna talk, they can't handle this flow Lob a molotov at a cop from the drop top People tryna hate on me but I just won't stop Brains a runaway train it’s a locomotive With some loco motives Man my soul is broken John coltrane way But not sayin that i innovate Style off the railway Try to keep up with my pace Was a good kid in a team full of bad boys Rolling out lookin like Dumars in Detroit Fuck around clowin still kill it like Ty Lee Fuck em up good stay styling and smiling I subvert all expectations thrown at me Paradoxical styles, my life is all comedy Hella antisocial but i got a bit of style Ain't afraid of crowds, and that’s carried me for miles When I’m gone I’m hoping my funeral isnt slanderous Trying to leave a legacy without going Ozymandias An embarrassed provocateur Reckless self saboteur Spotlight on me, stick around all my voyeurs [Chorus] This motherfucker here is so crazy Put your hands in the air for Ea the playa This motherfucker here is so crazy The chaos child from the future that’s tonight’s feature yo This motherfucker here is so crazy Bringin anarchy might wanna run away from me I feel like im the worst but I always make it work Alright yeah That’s right, yeah? [Outro] Fuck it sometimes you gotta check yourself, but you always gotta remember to love yourself