Self Vilification

[Verse 1]

It’s me Talani Four

Found myself an open mic

You’ll prolly just show me the door

Not gonna see me any other night

I might

Start a fight

Say some things that arent quite right

Get banned from everywhere

And take my flight

Go out of sight

Makin no sense like thirsty dudes on the internet

Lifes a cringe compilation days full of regret

Fallin constantly for girls i ain't never met

Declined from my dream school but at least i ain't got no debt

Yeah

Its wacky

See me tweet

Every week

Garbage every timе I speak

Listenin to kkb

Whenеver i beat my my meat

It’s a life filled entirely of remorse and pain

My whole life I considered myself truly insane

All day, a flow of trash circulates my brain

Strokes of genius with an unfortunate dark strain

Im degenerate

Suicide, considered it

But im absurdist

Stayin lucid while I’m throwin shit

[Chorus]

This motherfucker here is so crazy

Put your hands in the air for Ea the playa

This motherfucker here is so crazy

The chaos child from the future that’s tonight’s feature yo

This motherfucker here is so crazy

Bringin anarchy might wanna run away from me

I feel like im the worst but I always make it work

Alright yeah

That’s right, yeah?

[Verse 2]

Jesus turn water to wine

Im turnin yo bitch to mine

Way that Im posted im gettin numbers when postin up online

Met a girl with her soldier boy on the screensaver

Fucked her raw, fuck the troops, he can't cry to me later

Watch my film roll to charge your JO Crystal

Haters tryna talk, they can't handle this flow

Lob a molotov at a cop from the drop top

People tryna hate on me but I just won't stop

Brains a runaway train it’s a locomotive

With some loco motives

Man my soul is broken

John coltrane way

But not sayin that i innovate

Style off the railway

Try to keep up with my pace

Was a good kid in a team full of bad boys

Rolling out lookin like Dumars in Detroit

Fuck around clowin still kill it like Ty Lee

Fuck em up good stay styling and smiling

I subvert all expectations thrown at me

Paradoxical styles, my life is all comedy

Hella antisocial but i got a bit of style

Ain't afraid of crowds, and that’s carried me for miles

When I’m gone I’m hoping my funeral isnt slanderous

Trying to leave a legacy without going Ozymandias

An embarrassed provocateur

Reckless self saboteur

Spotlight on me, stick around all my voyeurs

[Chorus]

This motherfucker here is so crazy

Put your hands in the air for Ea the playa

This motherfucker here is so crazy

The chaos child from the future that’s tonight’s feature yo

This motherfucker here is so crazy

Bringin anarchy might wanna run away from me

I feel like im the worst but I always make it work

Alright yeah

That’s right, yeah?

[Outro]

Fuck it sometimes you gotta check yourself, but you always gotta remember to love yourself