Model Rockets

When it happened to you I knew what to say When it happened to me I put on my oldest clothes I watched TV shows I got big and pigeonholed I watched TV shows I lost friends and my collar bones It's been in the air Olympic summer never rained It made the city fake So we went up and down the coast While they all microdosed They broke trust and traded clothes While they all microdosed I got bored in our family home 'Cause I'm a bad, bad girl Bad, bad girl The problem is I don't know what I want anymore Glued a rose to the top of the door but it fell Life may have been happening elsewhere And I don't know what I want anymore Broke your heart by asking the question Life may have been happening elsewhere I go back and forth Love you in my truest way When I'm with a man, I'm only gay When I'm with a girl, I've been lying Attention vying 'Cause I'm a bad, bad girl Bad, bad girl The problem is I don't know what I want anymore Glued a rose to the top of the door but it fell Life may have been happening elsewhere And I don't know what I want anymore Broke your heart by asking the question Life may have been happening elsewhere If someone's building model rockets Set one off in my apartment Dancing like a soda can A building structure in Japan That's swaying like a wire cord It's a tragedy you can't afford To be someone who complains And still be someone who gets paid And I don't know what I want anymore Glued a rose to the top of the door but it fell Life may have been happening elsewhere And I don't know what I want anymore Broke your heart by asking the question Life may have been happening elsewhere Life may have been happening elsewhere Life may have been happening elsewhere