Atom Bomb

After all this time, I'm the same just older My skin's too thin, I could stand to be colder I'm ashamed, I lose myself in people like I lost myself in you I bite my tongue, I don't wanna give in You're already gone and I've been living Like an atom bomb waiting to be lit and I don't know what's worth forgiving I don't know what's worth forgiving 'Cause a shade of blue could make me cry And the thought of someone I love feeling lonely at night I never could figure out why I can't get your birthday straight I always try Call you up, you're moving to Minneapolis I'm free to stay but you're taking my atlas And you don't know why you ever left in the first place Guess you were just bored, now you're sick of the rat race And I can't go back, though I'd consider To see you smile and the snow in the winter But nothing's the same there's no power in Austin A tornado in Tennessee, a heatwave in Boston It's been changing way too often 'Cause a shade of blue could make me cry And the thought of someone I love feeling lonely at night I never could figure out why I can't get your birthday straight I've always tried I lied, I never tried to quit I couldn't get the hang of it I lied, I never tried to quit I couldn't get the hang of it I lied, I never tried to quit I just can't get the hang of it