Didn't You

[Verse 1] If I was perfect You wouldn't ever hear a song You wouldn't know about the dude Who lets you know you’re not alone You wouldn't have a tattoo On your arm that's lookin' at you All the lyrics on your wall inside your room They'd be gone - I'd be too I'd be washing dishes at a restaurant And wishin' that I would've stayed a Christian Because Jesus saves his children Now I'm 23 and feeling like I'm 85 All my friends are gone And I don't know if I should stay alive [Pre-Chorus] I guess I need some rest Yeah, I guess I need some rest I guess I need some rest But I can't rеst in peace until I rest in pеace I guess that means I’ll just [Chorus] Stop myself from having these feelings Haunted by the past I'm relivin' Why am I staying alive? Give me death, I'm ready and willing All these words they said meant to kill me Why can’t I escape to the sky? "Hooray" when I die You got what you wanted, didn't you? You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn't you? You got what you wanted, got what you wanted [Verse 2] If I was perfect You wouldn't ever see a show Where everyone is welcome And feels loved and feels at home You wouldn't have a message On your scars from the depression And the hearts that I wrote out for when you're blue They'd be gone - I'd be too At night, I wanna die from readin' things about my life That never fuckin' happened You weren't there at any time You just sit behind a screen And try to seem better 'cause you never Have seen shit that I've seen ever When will I feel better? [Pre-Chorus] I need some rest I guess I need some rest Yeah, I probably need some rest But I can't rest in peace until I rest in peace I guess that means I’ll just [Chorus] Stop myself from having these feelings Haunted by the past I'm relivin' Why am I staying alive? Give me death, I'm ready and willing All these words they said meant to kill me Why can’t I escape to the sky? "Hooray" when I die You got what you wanted, didn't you? You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn't you? You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn't you? You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn't you? You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn't you?