Didn't You

[Verse 1]

If I was perfect

You wouldn't ever hear a song

You wouldn't know about the dude

Who lets you know you’re not alone

You wouldn't have a tattoo

On your arm that's lookin' at you

All the lyrics on your wall inside your room

They'd be gone - I'd be too

I'd be washing dishes at a restaurant

And wishin' that I would've stayed a Christian

Because Jesus saves his children

Now I'm 23 and feeling like I'm 85

All my friends are gone

And I don't know if I should stay alive

[Pre-Chorus]

I guess I need some rest

Yeah, I guess I need some rest

I guess I need some rest

But I can't rеst in peace until I rest in pеace

I guess that means I’ll just

[Chorus]

Stop myself from having these feelings

Haunted by the past I'm relivin'

Why am I staying alive?

Give me death, I'm ready and willing

All these words they said meant to kill me

Why can’t I escape to the sky?

"Hooray" when I die

You got what you wanted, didn't you?

You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn't you?

You got what you wanted, got what you wanted

[Verse 2]

If I was perfect

You wouldn't ever see a show

Where everyone is welcome

And feels loved and feels at home

You wouldn't have a message

On your scars from the depression

And the hearts that I wrote out for when you're blue

They'd be gone - I'd be too

At night, I wanna die from readin' things about my life

That never fuckin' happened

You weren't there at any time

You just sit behind a screen

And try to seem better 'cause you never

Have seen shit that I've seen ever

When will I feel better?

[Pre-Chorus]

I need some rest

I guess I need some rest

Yeah, I probably need some rest

But I can't rest in peace until I rest in peace

I guess that means I’ll just

[Chorus]

Stop myself from having these feelings

Haunted by the past I'm relivin'

Why am I staying alive?

Give me death, I'm ready and willing

All these words they said meant to kill me

Why can’t I escape to the sky?

"Hooray" when I die

You got what you wanted, didn't you?

You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn't you?

You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn't you?

You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn't you?

You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn't you?