I am Insane

[Intro] How you guys doing out there? Let me speak a little of my mind for y'all [Verse 1] You can say I'm one son of a drunk I'm under the impression that no one will ever love me, it sucks Try to act [?] and I try looking punk You never make it if you fake it, so I'm basically stuck I need a break, folks Secure a record deal I don't deal with my art, never let it keel Alone without no mentor [?] go get her Telling me I should censor I'm a felony no censor You mad at me? Battle me, sad to see all these casualties Saddle up and get out of [?] Don't matter if you're out of weed, I'm blazing And take off for a week Write until the mic is like the Nyquil I need to fall asleep And start dreaming again, but all I see are these demons within Happy on the outside, crappy on the inside Laughing at the doubts, like 'bash me when I'm dead guys' I've been messed with Broken up when no one's up Woken up by a scream, fight fist, just the normal stuff I was ten or so, grabbed a pen and wrote how I felt Now I sell CDs out my den alone That's never changed I've done it on my own since the seventh grade And I don't need your [?] They sit and talk behind my back, while I'm rocking from the studio and operating tracks [?] I'm been saying raps, while I'm mopping place's floors just to try and pay for crack (all this crack) That I don't need and wish I didn't buy 'Cause I'm sick of chasing dreams, when this vision's a mirage (like) [Outro] I don't need nothing, but myself and that's all I can't complain But if you want to know something, that I've held in from y'all I am insane [x2]