I am Insane

[Intro]

How you guys doing out there?

Let me speak a little of my mind for y'all

[Verse 1]

You can say I'm one son of a drunk

I'm under the impression that no one will ever love me, it sucks

Try to act [?] and I try looking punk

You never make it if you fake it, so I'm basically stuck

I need a break, folks

Secure a record deal

I don't deal with my art, never let it keel

Alone without no mentor

[?] go get her

Telling me I should censor

I'm a felony no censor

You mad at me?

Battle me, sad to see all these casualties

Saddle up and get out of [?]

Don't matter if you're out of weed, I'm blazing

And take off for a week

Write until the mic is like the Nyquil I need to fall asleep

And start dreaming again, but all I see are these demons within

Happy on the outside, crappy on the inside

Laughing at the doubts, like 'bash me when I'm dead guys'

I've been messed with

Broken up when no one's up

Woken up by a scream, fight fist, just the normal stuff

I was ten or so, grabbed a pen and wrote how I felt

Now I sell CDs out my den alone

That's never changed

I've done it on my own since the seventh grade

And I don't need your [?]

They sit and talk behind my back, while I'm rocking from the studio and operating tracks

[?]

I'm been saying raps, while I'm mopping place's floors just to try and pay for crack (all this crack)

That I don't need and wish I didn't buy

'Cause I'm sick of chasing dreams, when this vision's a mirage (like)

[Outro]

I don't need nothing, but myself and that's all

I can't complain

But if you want to know something, that I've held in from y'all

I am insane [x2]