Haze

How much do you remember about those summers we spent together? 'Cause I don't seem to be able to recall All those things I thought that I'd miss Your perfume and your sun kissed skin Turns out they meant nothing all along I was haunted by the emptiness that filled the hole you left A grave I still can't bring myself to visit yet Though I won't be losing sleep, I still refuse to forget It took me so long to admit we were dead But we were dead You buried it in the backyard of a house that we built with our bare hands Where you said we'd grow old together I felt safe there I knew every crooked frame and every creaking stair I could have stayed my whole fucking life But time, it was never a friend of mine I got so scared that I disappeared into my head for eight lonely years And it killed me, but it hurt you too, and I'm sorry, I'm sorry But you weren't there when I needed you most And it felt like I was a ghost of someone you used to love But I was never enough to save us Are you happy? Are you happy? Are you happy? Are you happy? So tell me, is it serious between you and him? I hope to God that he makes you happy I hope I never hear your name again Now the home we made is nothing more than a house Where we fucked and we ate, but never fell in love You're sleeping in the bed we made, with somebody else Are you happy? Are you fucking happy? I got so scared that I disappeared into my head for eight lonely years And it killed me, but it hurt you too, and I'm sorry, I'm sorry