Life Support

I don't look both ways when I'm walking through traffic Got a death wish, but she's a little bit passive Never ask for help, shutting down's so attractive I'm a little messed up (I'm a little messed up) Had to sell my hope, it was getting expensive Out of trust, so broke, optimism's deceptive And I can't get hurt if I stay disconnected I'm a little messed up I'm a lost cause Leave me down on the floor I'm a problem people wanna ignore Tried healing but I always get bored No, I'm not really living I'm on life support Feeling more numb than ever before I'm so checked out, don't care anymore Now I daydream about cutting the cord No, I'm not really living I'm on life support I'm in love with ways that I shouldn't be coping Mention suicide without any emotion And the funny part is you think that I'm joking I'm a little messed up It ain't for sympathy, it ain't a cry for help I've just forgotten how to give a damn about myself Ain't an attention thing, just poisoning the well (I've just forgotten how to give a damn about myself) I'm a lost cause Leave me down on the floor I'm a problem people wanna ignore Tried healing but I always get bored No, I'm not really living I'm on life support Feeling more numb than ever before I'm so checked out, don't care anymore Now I daydream about cutting the cord No, I'm not really living I'm on life support Oh no, no I'm just a dumb dark joke that's dying way too slow Oh no, no I'm just a dumb dark joke that's dying way too slow I'm a lost cause Leave me down on the floor I'm a problem people wanna ignore Tried healing but I always get bored No, I'm not really living I'm on life support Feeling more numb than ever before I'm so checked out, don't care anymore Now I daydream about cutting the cord No, I'm not really living I'm on life support I'm just a dumb dark joke that's dying way too slow (No one hates me, more than me) I'm just a dumb dark joke that's dying way too slow I'm just a dumb dark joke that's dying way too slow I'm just a dumb dark joke that's dying way too slow