Holy

I was a liar I'll never be holy in your eyes But you'll never be either Cause I know that underneath your smile Hide the nights that you regret And the days you can't forget Cause you know me And we'll never be holy I been keeping to myself And looking back over my shoulder Trying to live my life just like somebody else And forget all the empty words I told you And unless these demons follow me home It's easy to bury the guilt on my own Now my fears will finally swallow me whole Cause I wasn't honest And I didn't want it to end like that I was a liar I'll never be holy in your eyes But you'll never be either Cause I know that underneath your smile Hide the nights that you regret And the days you can't forget Cause you know me And we'll never be holy It's a sickness I can't seem to shake Until I wake up alone and ashamed Or a tie that I'm too scared to break In case I'm drunk and I need you again I was never the one I was always just easy And you were only enough to follow through Maybe when you're alone And you look in the mirror You can feel in love as I do Just unless these demons follow you home It's easy to bury the guilt on your own Now your fears will finally swallow you whole But I wasn't honest And you never wanted to end like that I was a liar I'll never be holy in your eyes But you'll never be either Cause I know that underneath your smile Hide the nights that you regret And the days you can't forget Cause you know me And we'll never be holy And we'll never be holy No we'll never be holy Cause the nights that you regret And the days you can't forget Leave you lonely And we'll never be holy I'll always be a mess if I keep living this way Despite all of my flaws I still hope you're okay I don't know if I can honestly say That it's getting better But at least together We were holy