Anemophobia Pt. 2

I took a boat the other day And it felt like things had changed The calm of open water Numbed my nerves away But the clouds were coming in And I felt my body shiver I guess it's just my trigger To revert to darker days I still worry about the weather But not as much as I used to I think I'm getting better Or maybe growing up I know I'm growing old As the cracks begin to show And I wonder where did Twenty five years go? [Chorus] I see it now It's not what I need Because a saving grace never came along for me I see it now And I'm asking for help But only I can fix myself I see it now I feel so ashamed sometimes 'Cause I'm a privileged man With a privileged life My friends have suffered tragedy And terminal disease But they still laugh about the bad Because the good is all they see [Chorus] I see it now It's not what I need Because a saving grace never came along for me I see it now And I'm asking for help Cause only I can fix myself I see it now I see it now I'm not quite there I remember names and faces But I haven't got away from this place Maybe for the better Maybe I'm just better off this way Oh, woah, oh... Oh, woah, oh...