I Will Try

So I guess the table's turned For the first time I can't find the words To apologise for all the poor decisions and the lessons that I never learned. 'Cause I've got friends that have lost their father and they're much stronger than me I know people who live their lives in the shadow that they're trying to be And I will try my best to find a smile And I will close my eyes and say i'm not afraid And it's time that I was clear of all the negativity that I hold so dear I lost my sight for far too long to take my mind off all my fears But I found my way again And I will try my best to find a smile And I will close my eyes and say i'm not afraid We will try our best to find a smile And we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid We will try our best to find a smile And we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid This time I need to set aside my ways And figure out all the things I have to change.