Trigger

So tired, of being tired and drunk and lonely And I hate myself in the morning Yeah so much more in the morning When the guilt swirls in my stomach And my heart beats through my ears And all the little things that I ignore, they seem to be more real I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go And all the records I've been playing, they tell me to stay this way And all the ones I love give up on me They try their hardest and fail so miserably I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go My heart was fast but your hand was quicker and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go, it all go My timeline is running out fast My future will never be my past And I still can't work out how to make my money last And all the things I thought that I could be Get less and less as each new day begins I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go My heart was fast but your hand was quicker and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go