Trigger (Reworked)

[Verse 1] So tired, of being tired and drunk and lonely And I hate myself in the morning Yeah so much more in the morning [Verse 2] When the guilt swirls in my stomach And my heart beats through my ears And all the little things that I ignore, they seem to be more real [Chorus 1] I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go [Verse 3] And all the records I've been playing, they tell me to stay this way And all the ones I love give up on me They try their hardest and fail so miserably [Chorus 2] I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go My heart was fast but your hand was quicker and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go, it all go [Bridge] My timeline is running out fast My future will never be my past And I still can't work out how to make my money last And all the things I thought that I could be Get less and less as each new day begins [Chorus 2] I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go My heart was fast but your hand was quicker and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go [Outro] I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go